I cannot tear myself apart to give both equal share. I can’t. I can’t bear to live like that. Having wet eyes every night thinking that, to console one i’ve hurt another. Can i not see the brightness that i’ve been waiting for all my life.
Now, the next hardest time will be, will be the time that i’ve to choose between 2 options. which never in my life i will do it.
The reason of the previous separation trained me to be independent & to learn to live without living under by your presence. If there’s something else i can exchange for this, i would exchange. It should be fair game.
Nobody knows that only you can give me the medicine for my pain. I was yearning for it all long. My heart filled with joy, the moment i received it.
Today i saw your face , clearly. I’ve realised that i missed you alot. I wanted to see you. & i did.
I never knew “the day” that will arrive and tear me apart.
